Random Thoughts

There is so much to say and think about this week that I am overwhelmed by it. All the thoughts actually make my stomach churn like I have just eaten food that is tainted and a violent vomiting session looms on my horizon. I watch people walk in their confusion and struggle with their lives while wondering what more there is for them. Is there strength in their belief system? Life choices and happenings shape what and who they have become. Would they trade the experiences in order to be something different? Guilt is a poison that can consume your soul, justification is the soft flesh of a new formed scar like a bandaid as you battle to right the wrong in your mind. Accepting the consequences of our actions is a forgotten standard that has been replaced by I did it but it is someone else's fault and now I need compensated. So many unanswered questions and unguided lives have created a hopeless society that is destined to fall trying to protect the last right they have while casting away every other freedom. It is like taking the grass is greener concept to such an extreme that we lose sight of the beauty in reality before that final patch.