Random Thoughts

Today had an awesome beginning. I mostly blog frustrations but I must say positive things as well. I cannot describe how incredible his love was this morning. I totally felt wrapped in it. When he held me in bed w/ him all that was touching me was his chest on my back and his arms around my stomach and chest..no blankets...he kept me warm just with that light touch, my whole body felt warm amazing feeling!!! I never imagined that someone could feel that right when they touched me, everywhere they touched me. I am so totally in love and I didn't know that that feeling could be so complete and fulfilling. The fact that feeling matured from obsession to completion is so intoxicating. After being with him this morning, my body has been feeling the aftershock all day. My lips and skin tingle, my mental state is euphoric. I smile, sigh, giggle and just feel totally blissed out! Even going into the three day weekend with the possibility of not seeing him until next Tuesday....I am feeling secure and confident that the weekend will be great. My mood could not get much better! The feeling of him in me was not necessarily physical as much as it was cerebral so intense!!!! The thought of pleasing him gave me intense pleasure and heightened the experience so much that I felt it all over, like magic, like an iv drug, like an electric shock...each part of my body was alive. I can still feel the memory of that feeling. It didn't fade at separation but lingered and has done so all morning...I am excited for the rest of the day...if this incredible feeling lasts in the slightest it is guaranteed to be good.