Random Thoughts

Total blogging virgin here...haha. Apparently I have decided that I have a lot to say and really want to be allowed to say it somewhat anonymously. Mostly this will contain random thoughts, ideas, feelings, whatever that cross my mind and that I wish to revisit again at a later date to determine the level of my sanity at any given moment. Mostly this is a moral tug of war that I am tired of keeping locked in my soul so now I am falling back on an old trick that I used to use before studying for a major exam. If I take everything that comes to my mind for 20 minutes, thoughts, worries, concerns, duties, etc...and write each of those things down so that I wont forget them, then my mind will be free to absorb other knowledge because it will no longer be "worried" that I am forgetting something important because it is already written down for me to review at a later date. That being said....here goes.....